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OMFG I CUT MY FRINGE. that barber...!! ARGH!! that hairdresser! salonist!! GAHHH. told her not to cut my effing HAIR!! bloody hell, i'm pissed.

freak!! now i look like some guaikia. even gabwy says so. that frontstabber. *choke* ah, whatever. he think he got nice fringe then big la. haha. then shengyi also tease me. I'M BORNT WITH A FRINGE!

sigh. today was rather retarded. got band barbecue. then school felt so long even though today, friday, is the shortest day in the whole week. it still felt so damn long. then i was squirming in my seat in english. freak, school sucks. bigtime.

then after school was band and then we went for the barbecue. the barbecue was rather awkward. i guess. unexpected people went there. t'was sad it was a rainy day. *sigh* whatever. don't really like the rain like i used to. i want snow.

guess what i wore t'day!! a nice polo, cool shorts and strpied leggings! and sneakers. then mr chan i looked gay. he's not hip. curse him. HAHA. don't apprieciate my fashion statement. i mean i don't care. haha, whatever... barbecueing was fun!!

i was helping with the roasting and stuff. then the rest were like. talking and laughing loudly. i put chicken stuff on skewers. the fire burned my face. and i was afraid of turning black. haha.

then i transferred myself to roasting meshmeyos. cause meshmeyos're one of my favourite. speaking of meshmeyos... yongsheng came today when he said he wasn't coming. HAHA. sorry meshmeyo. the meshmeyos were CHO OISHII NEH!! crispy outside meltie inside.

uhh... unexpected peeps came today. like. raihan, and the rest. didn't expect the 3 muskateers to come too. phuayxen, omar and austine. anyway, with or without them, it was kinda fun i guess...

now... 11.20pm. ck, jeremy, wilson and zac're playing mahjong over there. wilson's house. then terence, savin, paolo and... uh. others went arcading. so lucky i wanted to go... huh... whatever. never invite me at all. sigh. it's okay i don't care.

boring now. it's late i guess... dunno whether my mum'll scold.

GOOD CHARLOTTE'S MORNING REVIVAL COMING OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY!! excited. haha. sayonara neh, oyasuminasaii des, mina-san.

omg. school is so boring. especially poa and social studies. i can't help it. it was double poa today. and... it practically sucked. i didn't even understand anything and i was wriggling in pain there. sigh.

talking to the meshmeyo now. he's getting high over alcohol. O_o ah. heck. i'm so bored... school really sucks. i'm sitting right in front with no one to talk to. and. between classes, like in between physics and history, i'll be sitting in front like an idiot. ugh.

i'm so lonely. although the people like brandon and jj travels from thier seats to mine to annoy me. haha. pleasantly.

omg. last month and the month before i exceeded a thousand smses. and my mum was screaming at me. and i'm going macs and coming home late everyday. almost everyday. and she's like... daoing me or something. ah. heck again.

OOH. panic rocks. panic! at the disco!! yay. great. camisado.

uh. band exchange was crap. there was a marist there who made me so depressed and discouraged and demoralised. ugh. whatever. terence was damn nice. he was like... insulting the marist flautist. or something.

well, it made me better anyway. alot better. and i ended up playing the flute for around 2 hours that day. i had a good tone surprisingly. but today for sectionals my tone practically sucked. sigh. and that particular practice was quite fun. actually. surprisingly. thanks drum major!

i'm sleepy. but i can't sleep. so annoying. stupid insomnia. sigh. well. school really sucks.

sayonara, "oyaminasanai neh" - terence -_-ll

omg... BORING. at terence's house. didn't know how ended up here. i didn't wanna come here. stupid chunkiat. was supposed to go home with him EARLY. how did i end up here?! sheesh.

haven't eaten lunch. we were supposed to go macs. jason. chunkiat and i. chunkiat so idiotic. end up going to terence's house. so boring...!! ugh. fack, i'd sworn not to come here anymore.

oh yeah. the reason why i couldn't update was cause my internet was down. i'm practically suffering at home. nothing to do. aloysius gave me an UNTUNED violin. huh. okay. thanks anyway. i can't learn violin myself can i? i dunno.

freak, no more dota for me. my uncle locked the computer in my room. *siiiiiigh* so no more for me. sheesh. freak my house sucks. good thing we've band. i don't wanna stay at home.

okay. i'll go find something to do. while terence and chunkiat are doing something upstairs in terence's room. hmmm. should leave them be. *snicker* ja, mata neh.

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THE HOLIDAYS'RE JUST BORING. SHEESH.

and i'm lonely. i guess. and... bored.

why'm i constantly sighing and stuff? i don't have asthma.

mmm... in cousin's house right now. parents and uncles and aunts've flown off to beijing for holiday. hmmm. gonna put up christmas tree with my cousins. may be fun and all...

watched 2 and a half series of jap dramas. love it. most shows... muchi des. of course. cried my eyes out. and... learnt much jap from them. friends bought me jap for dummies.... haha. i don't mind. as long as it's a present. mmmm... yeah... i guess.

it's 6 in the morning. didn't sleep. haha. i drank too much pepsi. oredered pizza hut. i forgot pepsi contains cocaine. hmmm. i jumped around a bit just now. didn't help. ah. why'm i saying this...

anyway. about the camp. i'm still not sure as what's in store to me as being a chairman. i feel so helpless. terence said to make sure everything goes right. where's that? i don't have that responsibility. so why did mr chan choose me?

i'm not sure whether band camp'll be fun or anything. except i get control over the seniors. haha. kinda awkward. but... will it be fun? isn't a camp supposed to be fun? confused. maybe this camp is supposed to be for training purposes only. what for put games? games aren't fun.

this band camp. supposedly for us to bond with one another. kinda feel disgusted about that. dunno why. huh...

christmas is coming. today's... christmas eve. 24? so tomorrow's christmas... a monday. time slips by during the holidays. you don't have anything to do. it's all the same everyday. tuition and band. i hate it. make it stop or something...

can that be put in santa's wishlist?

bleurgh. santa's fake. what'm i talking about. unless he has magical powers. like split himself up or something. does he have a jetplane to replace skinny reindeers or something? him being so fat... how's he supposed to travel the world in a night to deliver presents...? especially in a carriage drawn by meatless reindeers... (like me?)

i'm not sure about next year too. what's gonna happen? am i gonna hate the class as much as i hate this years'? there's nothing exciting going on in singapore schools... *sigh* i'll never remember my secondary or primary school life. hmph... leave them behind... maybe.

unsincerely... anonymous

OMG. why'm i the CHAIRMAN for the band camp?! it's so freaking annoying. i don't have the initiative! the responsibility! what the hell?! wasn't all this mr chan's idea?! i'm so screwed... GAH!!

i wonder what i'm supposed to do during band camp. hmmm. but i shall not look forward to the stupid post as a chairman cause it's damn retarded. who'd choose me?! why not JASON?! he's the responsible worker people person type! freak la. band sucks.

thanks to mr lin we've funner pieces to play. like the tango one. the lovelovelove piece was played before. failure. good thing he gave us more scores. sunrise and safari is so freakin' boring and lame. and it's so... sad?! yeh right. whatever.

my mum's OFF TO BEIJING! that cheena country! i can do WHATEVER I WANT NOW. FREEDOM! finally. but she's coming back before band camp. ah well. and i dunno why the sec one orientation concert was cancelled. i was kinda looking forward to it. ah well.

i'm still looking for a blogskin. don't offer me any. i won't accept. i'm gonna try finding or creating my own or something... life is BORING. singapore doesn't have tsunamis or earthquakes. bleurgh. whatever. so gonna migrate to japan. sayonara, my blog reading mortals.

what i want for christmas

I. a black kitty (has to be ignorish and BLACK)
II. ticket to migrate to japan forever
III. new L-SIZED black clothes (don't mind plain ones)
IV. new school shoe sneakers! (have to be white!)
V. a warm black jacket to wear on school on rainy days
VI. new black buckled sling bag (really really big)
VII. i want a cool hangup display Kendo sword! whoa.
VIII. some music cds? (jap and...i dunno)
IX. a new mp3 player which is RECHARGEABLE
X. a black thick book diary thing with lines in it
XI. i want many art stuff! (pallettes, paints, brushes...)
XII. i want a normal computer in my room with wireless internet WHICH I CAN USE ANYTIME
XIII. more jap animes and dramas too watch cause life's too boring
XIV. i want my own small and cosy room with antique furniture and a window which looks out onto the street with little cars zooming past...
XV. lifetime supply of BIG lollipops! melty chocolate! more candy! i demand
XVI. t want a new flute or piccolo...
XVII. to go along with XVI, i want new scores!
XVIII. i want scary lolita dolls with black lacy dresses and freaky smiles. bwahahaha
XIX. infinity sketchbooks and high quality canvas and art paper!! yata!
XX. i want lifetime supply of jap food. mmmm... everything's okay
XXI. i'd love puppets. they're so cool i think
XXII. a big screen tv with a dvd player to watch my jap stuff
XXIII. an antique 4-poster bed with black curtains and a comfy mattress
XXIV. for every christmas, i want... a black christmas tree with bloodred ornaments

bleurgghhh. currently, the wishlist in my diary has expanded a LOT. and i do not wish to post any of them anymore as i'm feeling rather lazy at the moment.

these days are so depressing. i dunno why. have never felt so depressed like that before. it's like just... so sad. without having a reason. it's so stupid and weird. but the feeling is like... uh. i guess... it's nice?

okay. this is weird. i can't express this stupid feeling. this blog's gonna be longing. one, cause i love keyboarding. two, i haven't blogged for long. three, i have feelings to express.

hmmm... how should i start off... uh. i recently watched a jap drama my cousin lent me. it's so sad and funny and nice... its wildpig's makeover. it's a about an anti-social girl coming into the school. then meeting up with a popular guy and a crazy guy.

they became best friends. i like the crazy guy. he's so funny and anticlimax and random. he sudddenly laughs to himself. and pretends to get drunk by drinking soyabean milk. the antisocial one is nocho, popular shuuji, retarded akira.

then i realised that --- japan is SO much better than this country. i assumed that before. but now i realised that japan is SERIOUSLY so much better than singapore.
i wanna be a japanese... my mum said she doesn't allow me to learn japanese. cause my race is CHINESE. i suddenly have a weird bad feeling. eeyuck.

and you can take japanese instead of japanese in o levels. read from a pamphlet. yeah... japanese is so cool!! it's like "hontoni?!" and "haha! ataga bakanishi des!" haha... ah well. id be having so much fun with japanese learning.

the food [sushi], language speech, culture [kimonos and festivals], the sakuras!! and... fashion sense. cosplay and stuff. japanese people are SO cool, they DARE TO WEAR. and then the location of the country. i LOVE the tsunamis and earthquakes.

the school uniforms are much more fuller than our plain school uniforms. the school allows the students to dye their hair... keep it long... their pe uniforms're so cool. the anime comics and the music... home decors... all kinds of japanese things.

um. then ithe school HAS to be co-ed [mixed], wide variety of people. yeah. so cool. they have lots of school events. you can even STAY in the school instead of going home, i dont mind that, SERIOUSLY. thats SO cool, staying in school with friends and explooring school. poking specimens in the biology lab.

it's damn unlike singapore schools. japan schools have televisions in their class rooms. to watch what the media club has to show them and stuff. so nice. and they're allowed to have their lunches and bentos ANYWHERE in their school. lucky japanese people... i'd pick the rooftop to have MY lunch. on to the next topic....

band. hmmm. i USED to love band. but now... not really. it's getting boring. you're not allowed to talk anymore. and according to nathanael, you're not allowed to practice music. i mean a birthday song is music right?! and i was teaching kovan the birthday day song to play it his relative.

does doing something good lead to having something bad? i had to perform the birthday song in front of the whole squad during fallin time. sheesh. bloodsssiehell. i don't think nathan likes to admit his wrong. and i REALLY forgive him. uh huh.

hmmm what now... i guess that's it. stupid computer. affected be virus i guess. i didnt even get a chance to use it and now popups are coming on. the internet is also like going on and off... anyway. i'll sign off now. sayonara!

name: juanken
age: fourteen
birth: 21st march
email: scorchingmoon@hotmail.com
zodiac: monkey
(i wanna be cat!)
birth number:
9 (psychic.)
star sign: aries

live: attic, 3rd floor
school: saint gabriel's secondary
treat: chocolates only!

positive: drawings, creativity
handwriting, collection of diaries,
flexibilty? (no split!)
negative: forgetful, humanities flunker

likes: rain, the moon
antiques, diarying
(currently on my 7th diary!)
cats, fireflies, exodus band
magic, all things japanese

hates: sun uncovered by clouds
school, everything leftbrained
chinese, robots and manequins
science (meddles with magic)

bands: good charlotte, evanescence
the used, funeral for a friend,
linkin park, greenday
mostly metal and rock,
cause i love lead guitars!

skills: fluting, manga
hexingblessing, voodootarot
creative stuff, poetry

weird quirks:homework written on hand
walks around in attic when bored

fortune telling:
colour to rid bad karma:
black, yellow
colour to get good karma:
white, blue
lucky number:
seven (magician.)

phobias:
xenophobia (strangers. kinda.)
agoraphobia (open spaces.
it feels like something can get you anytime...)
robophobia (robots)
sociophobia (interaction.)

birthstone: bloodstone
ambitions: comicker, artist
veterinarian, biologist, musician



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