Saturday, December 02, 2006
these days are so depressing. i dunno why. have never felt so depressed like that before. it's like just... so sad. without having a reason. it's so stupid and weird. but the feeling is like... uh. i guess... it's nice?
okay. this is weird. i can't express this stupid feeling. this blog's gonna be longing. one, cause i love keyboarding. two, i haven't blogged for long. three, i have feelings to express.
hmmm... how should i start off... uh. i recently watched a jap drama my cousin lent me. it's so sad and funny and nice... its wildpig's makeover. it's a about an anti-social girl coming into the school. then meeting up with a popular guy and a crazy guy.
they became best friends. i like the crazy guy. he's so funny and anticlimax and random. he sudddenly laughs to himself. and pretends to get drunk by drinking soyabean milk. the antisocial one is nocho, popular shuuji, retarded akira.
then i realised that --- japan is SO much better than this country. i assumed that before. but now i realised that japan is SERIOUSLY so much better than singapore.
i wanna be a japanese... my mum said she doesn't allow me to learn japanese. cause my race is CHINESE. i suddenly have a weird bad feeling. eeyuck.
and you can take japanese instead of japanese in o levels. read from a pamphlet. yeah... japanese is so cool!! it's like "hontoni?!" and "haha! ataga bakanishi des!" haha... ah well. id be having so much fun with japanese learning.
the food [sushi], language speech, culture [kimonos and festivals], the sakuras!! and... fashion sense. cosplay and stuff. japanese people are SO cool, they DARE TO WEAR. and then the location of the country. i LOVE the tsunamis and earthquakes.
the school uniforms are much more fuller than our plain school uniforms. the school allows the students to dye their hair... keep it long... their pe uniforms're so cool. the anime comics and the music... home decors... all kinds of japanese things.
um. then ithe school HAS to be co-ed [mixed], wide variety of people. yeah. so cool. they have lots of school events. you can even STAY in the school instead of going home, i dont mind that, SERIOUSLY. thats SO cool, staying in school with friends and explooring school. poking specimens in the biology lab.
it's damn unlike singapore schools. japan schools have televisions in their class rooms. to watch what the media club has to show them and stuff. so nice. and they're allowed to have their lunches and bentos ANYWHERE in their school. lucky japanese people... i'd pick the rooftop to have MY lunch. on to the next topic....
band. hmmm. i USED to love band. but now... not really. it's getting boring. you're not allowed to talk anymore. and according to nathanael, you're not allowed to practice music. i mean a birthday song is music right?! and i was teaching kovan the birthday day song to play it his relative.
does doing something good lead to having something bad? i had to perform the birthday song in front of the whole squad during fallin time. sheesh. bloodsssiehell. i don't think nathan likes to admit his wrong. and i REALLY forgive him. uh huh.
hmmm what now... i guess that's it. stupid computer. affected be virus i guess. i didnt even get a chance to use it and now popups are coming on. the internet is also like going on and off... anyway. i'll sign off now. sayonara!
the end.
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